I entered a realm of darkness, where nightfall seems to stay long before time, ending at never. Emotions of a million unfold before me, surrounding and pulling me down with the darken skies. Images of you showing up every moment, moving my remorseful heart...
The wilful me feeling the wounds of my unwanted intentions, each thought cuts deeper into me, blending into the darkness, blood with night. A white dress stained now, even clear white tears will not wash away. I held my hands close to my face, trying to hold back the pain. Looking upon the black sky, wishing for a light, a sign to bring me back to where I came from. Wanting to use a blade, to make it all seems clearer. What's holding me back is you, your ultimate forgiving heart, your beautiful love.
I fell from light to darkness, not knowing and realizing. Truth comes to light, where the sorrow doubles, the hurt triples. However apologetic I may be, things remain the way it happens. Devastated, its dying in me. The scent of guiltful misery lingers around me.
In this fearful lost situation, you held my hands once again, ensuring me the light will be there for me always. You brought out the only hope in me. You may not be the only person to the world, but you are the world to someone. Someone who always want the best for you but insensitive enough to bring hurt instead. Your endless gracious love makes tears roll down unknowingly. Touched me like the horizon, caress me like the sun. Thankful to the above that I am blessed with having you. A promise sealed with a kiss, let me learn the hard ways. To be the best you will ever have, to love you like no other, to ensure you I stay all these while, never ever leaving. To allow me to be the angel of your life....
